=== Expect the best and this will be the best ===

Alot of things have been going through my mind lately, friendships, family, work, so many issues recently... ... Some have solutions, some still hanging ther, in the end, time n $$$ will solve everything. Haha, wat a crazy world we live in. U nv know who is friend who is foe, u can treat ppl as friends, but they take u as a fool, haha, so chose ur friends wisely, true friends are rare n few, treat those that are realli close to u kind, no one will pity u when u r down n out, only true friends stay by ur sides. Recently a customer of mine came up to me to borrow some $$$, he looks realli in need of $$$, being softhearted for a second, I offered my help, as I see him everyday, so I didnt think he will play me out for such a small amount, but U nv know, some ppl are juz so weird, they can juz avoid u for e rest of their life juz becoz of this small amount of $$$, lol, I cant help, but to laugh at myself for being so foolish and softhearted. I offered him a helping hand and he treated me as a fool, haha, $$$ I can giv, but being taken as a fool, that is a bit hard for me to swallow, dun let me see him, I can dun wan e $$$, but i make sure he got no integrity n pride. Dun blame me for making u sound like a AHGUA, but u r really not a man. LoL

Liverpool Football Club today unveiled stunning new designs for their stadium in Stanley Park,Scheduled to open in 2010, the 60,000 seat stadium. So exciting, now I got a aim, to save up enough $$$ to go watch Liverpool play a game at Anfield before it moves to Stanley Park. Still got another 3 years to plan...

!!!!!!!!! WHAT R FRIENDS FOR !!!!!!!!!!!!

I m really shocked... to c my friends of 10years plus doing this kind of thing to each other... ...
I really got no words to describe my feeling, maybe disappointed will be a good word.
But who m I to judge them... lol, when I myself was as disappointing to a friend who had treated me like a buddy for 10years plus. I had let him down... I thought he was juz drunk as normal, but I dun even bother to reply to his help, so I call another drunken, n thought all was okie, when it is not... ... he could had die ... ... I feel guilty... ... but things will never b e same again... ...

+++ Drinking is not harmful only to yourself, but as well as people around you+++

=== Tml is my OFF Day ===

Finally my offday had come... in a few hours time... hmm... but I no $$$ to spend liao, feel so sad... going out also become meaningless le... ... wat shd I do... ... Haizzzz... ... Anyway my groups of friends had went taiwan on sunday, will be back on coming monday, so envy, wish I could have join them... think they having a great time now... ...
Think tml will hav time to go jogging... haha, no $$$ to shop, so I go jog, LoL.